Currently Listening Blue Skies, Broken Hearts...Next 12 Exits By The Ataris Your Boyfriend Sucks see related

"And I'm still here waiting there
To catch you if you fall.
I don't know why I care so much
When I shouldn't care at all.

Finally got the nerve to tell you
How much you mean to me you said that I was your best friend,
A real sweet guy, but that's all I'd ever be."

hmm that's my feelings right now all summed up i suppose.

love love

me juss. <3

I miss alot of people. Too many to name

Currently Listening Daniel Powter By Daniel Powter see related

So I spent last night in the hospital from 3-8.

talked to a surgeon, 3 doctors and 8 nurses...

and it turns out i had some inflamation of my internal organs and as for right now what has been hurting me is okay ... and i am on meds but if it still hurts in a few days i will have to go back in for surgery...i will be back at school tomorrow..

but it just reminds me how lucky i have been to have great health all throughout my life and hopefully it stays that way...

i was pretty scared when they told me that surgeon was coming in...lol

but anyway besides all that i have been great...

but i also jhust feel like somepeople in my group besides my close guy friends need to wake up and stop cliqueing with others include everyone and amke no one feel as if they are not wanted..guys... we need to let the small petty shit go.. we have one year left before we lose the chance to say sorry and hang out every day like we are doing.

love juss.

Currently Listening Forever By Puff Daddy I'll Be Missing You see related

so as many of you know...

my grandpa passed away last night..

and i am sorry if i have not said hi to you in the halls..

but i just am taking it so much harder than i ever thought i would.

I Loved my Grandpa so much he was an amazing guy who i loved to tlak to about anything..

and it's jsut so hard i thought he was really gonna pull through all of the surgeries and be home again and hang out with me this summer.. and now?..

a summer without him..

it'll be so much different.

R.I.P. Wayne. I love you and hope that you are happy in heaven.

Much Love,

Justin

"what i wouldn't give for one more hug from grandpa he used to tell me that baby it's gone be okay."  -DMX

"Life aint always what is seems to be words can't express what you mean to me, even though you gone we still a team." -Puff Daddy

Currently Listening This Darkened Heart By All That Remains see related

So Kairos is over.

IT WAS AMAZING..

so greatful to go to school with the kids i do everyday i couldn't even imagine transfering after something as wonderful as what i have expierienced andall though i never felt i was a terrible person i think that i have been such a better person since being back.

and all the girls are amazing all making me so happy to see you there... and all the guys hating on me cus you all showed up for ME .

So many amazing things and people in this world

much love to you all..

let'ss get hyphy?

haha joe

Currently Listening Live in Texas By Linkin Park POINTS OF AUTHORITY see related

Man so i deffinately miss linkin park and the days me and chris roney rocked out to this shit .. come out with  a new C.D. guys .. you and  Eve 6

so today was good.. long and hard working day..

one more day of school and it's off to kairos... i can't wait now..

i am finally ready  i need a break from people and some time spent with others..

i really wish chris roney was going.. and i really wish i was still friends with some people i have drifted apart from..

i wish i had my bestfriend's from freshie sophie year.. but they have both dissapeared..

and somehow even after all the shit i have been through i still love Lauren Flageole and Jessica Sennett to death...and i prolly always will but when is enough enough and when do oyu just stop interacting with people who hurt you?

if you read the whole thing...your fucking awesome

much love.

juss